I didn't know that different friends is different life, until now.

You're not the first man i noticed in class on our first day in college. when other guy had my interest, i did notice how handsome you are. but that's it.
a few months later you commented on my facebook's status. and then i was starting to speak to you.

and things fall apart before my eyes, my bad memory making a huge wall between this world and my heart. i, unconsciously, made lines and boundaries for my self, in my live. feels like living in a box. i can't move free. my breath is tight and my heart hurt so much. to live like this is too much.

I see i forget, i hear i remember, i do i understand

If i love this world , will i be happy ?



but what is love ?
what to do to loving ?

it seems, i know nothing..
in this world i can't figuring out much of things .